i'd rather dance with you

Saturday, October 29, 2005
bow wow - like you

nor and i realised how hot bow wow is yesterday while watching mtv at jo's house.

NONYNOD.!

Nobody gonna love me better,
I must stick with you forever
Nobody gonna take me higher,
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me,
I must stick with you, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way,
I must stick with you.

Y bring on the bling
11:51 AM

Tuesday, October 25, 2005
we talked, and we're good now
you will always be my boo, mabel :)

went ta mabel's house ta cook today
jacinta, mabel and nor kept making fun of me.
excuse me, i did get an a1 for home econs okay

went down ta the shop twice and bought so much stuff.
had pasta for lunch with garlic bread and campbell soup and ribena yan yan and ice cream.

MMMM.

so today was good,
cos all my girls were there.

oh yes, mabel lee may and jacinta avril tan siew sin, CHINESE OS ON MONDAY so you both better study okay. STUDY!

MABEL LEE MAY. im glad things are fine now. see, this thing did make our friendship stronger. cos you know ill never ever hate you. no wait, ill never love you. hahahaha. you get it la. NO SECRETS, remember? :D ok study hard for chi pls, get an a1 uh. and then we can go watch into the blue and shop for my prom, like as if i dont hafta study. hahaha. HATE YA MUCH BEVERLEEMAY.

TAN SIEW SIN JACINTA AVRIL. what can i say? nothing much. cos youre staring at the screen now. yes yes stop laughing. you jus spit into my face when you said big. HAHAHHA. thank you very much bye bye. dont forget our date tmw. hahahaha. :)

Y bring on the bling
10:11 PM

Monday, October 24, 2005
why, when im facing one problem, do the rest hafta overcome me like a tidal wave at one go?

i've got so many questions.
but i doubt ill find the answers.

ima bursting with all these shit goin thru my head right now, seems like the only one i can talk ta is my love. she knows me too well. but she's got her own stuff ta deal with as well

hmm
guess i gotta live with it.
let go of everything for now
concentrate on studying (!!)
and deal with the rest later.

i hope.

its times like these when ima missing my best friends, ash and mich more than ever
cos i know that they'll never let me down, they'll give me good advice, advice that i can count on, that i can trust. and i know i wont hafta ever doubt them, ever.
i miss the both of you so damn much.
after the os, i promise
i promise with all my heart.
ill make time for both of you.

aiight,later

Y bring on the bling
8:15 PM

Saturday, October 22, 2005
i pray that everything'll be resolved soon.
that both of us can go back ta what we had,
cos i really cant go on without you,
ill need you.
ill trust you.
ill care for you.
ill listen ta you.
ill be your listening ear.
ill keep your secrets.
ill treasure our friendship even more,
ill love you more than i ever did, i promise.

i know you'll be there for me whenever im down,
whenever i needa tell secrets ta someone, whenever i needa shop, whenever i need advice abt everything and anything, YOU'LL BE THERE, am i right?

we've tried so hard ta hang on ta this friendship, that's probably why things ended up like this, cos we both handled it wrongly. but through all this, i finally saw why. why we both did this. why everything became worse. why.

it was because we treasured this too much ta want ta let it go,
i know you still do,
i do too.

give me a holla ta tell me when we can meet up,
talking things out is the only way out.

love you.

Y bring on the bling
3:48 PM

Thursday, October 20, 2005
O LEVEL prac today,

physics was easy, thank god.
and bio wasnt too bad either.

for once uh?

went for lunch with jo, noonoo and belle after that
had ban mian again! :D yummmm.
sat and talked, then belle left
went ta macs ta sit down and talk
studied a bit,
got distracted,
studied some more.

NOONOO. i know youre sick of hearing this. but pls stop hurting yourself. im always here if you need me. i hate you much. :D

Y bring on the bling
9:10 PM

Sunday, October 09, 2005
been doing all the physics papers
im exploding with formulas
force=mass x acceleration

went for the cj open house mainly to watch their dance
went with nor, jo and jacinta
met up with veekay majo keisha lalee perry there
saw so many people, like miss sheryl baey :D

went ta scotts with keisha jo jacinta and noonoo ta eat
then keisha left, and we went ta taka ta meet mabel eunice celeste natlong and izza
watched the fashion show
the kids were simply adorable

came home, cancelled tuition
did physics (again!) took medicine and fell asleep on the phone
:)

life's been good so far
studying is aiight

and yes keisha, YOU MAKE ME HAPPY. :D

Y bring on the bling
10:00 AM

Wednesday, October 05, 2005
online shopping is addictive
especially when it involves PUMA BAGS

i jus have this feeling im gon be the owner of two new puma bags by the end of next week :D

Y bring on the bling
10:09 PM

Monday, October 03, 2005
Some people live their dreams
Some people close their eyes
Some peoples destiny
Passes by

It takes some time
God knows how long
I know that I can forget you

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
Anticipating
As soon as forever is through
I'll be over you

There were the nights holding you close
Someday I'll try to forget them
Someday I'll be over you

Y bring on the bling
8:46 PM

Sunday, October 02, 2005
the sudden realisation that maybe,
i was never meant ta be with you.
i dont wanna be a replacement for that someone else.
if only you would see me for who i am
but you'd never know
cos you'll never love, me

i should have known right from the start
that this would never last
not now, not ever

this whole thing shouldnt have started
it started out innocently enough,
i didnt mean for it to become so serious
i dont wanna break up our friendship
i dont want this to spoil it all

my only wish wld be for things ta go back ta normal.
before i even met you.

i promised myself i wld never fall into this,
but look what happened.

i know there'll never be a happy ending for the both of us, for all this.
so i guess the only way out for me is to stop everything
forget about you
forget bout everything that has been happening
cos i jus know that i'll lose you in the end

my biggest mistake from beginning to end,
was falling for you.

Y bring on the bling
3:02 PM

Saturday, October 01, 2005
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you.

-Hanging By A Moment, Lifehouse

Y bring on the bling
11:09 PM